May 30th 2010:
I hurt someone tonight that means the world to me. Not intentionally, but I had to say what was on my mind and in my heart. When you have great opportunities for your future screaming out for you to take and the person you love more than life itself to choose from, what do you do? I know I didn't know. I never realized that having to tell someone you care about so much that you have to relocate for a chance at an amazing future would hurt to this extent.
I've loved, I've lost and I've made mistakes in my time but never have I felt the true sting of reluctantly doing "what's best for me". Is there ever a time that will come when you can truly be comfortable with taking such a risk while disregarding how other people feel or will even react?
