I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you...
Oh wait, no, I already have. I don't want to but i suppose I just don't really have a say in this. I want so badly to be over you but my heart just wont let you go. Why is that?? It's not like I enjoy feeling this way or love the way you hurt me. Perhaps I'm just so used to always having you on the brain that I've trained my heart to love it. Love how it feels when I compare everyone to you... Love how it feels when I catch myself looking at old pictures and videos of you or us... Love how it feels when I so much as say your name.
Ah, your name... It just rolls off my tongue so beautifully. Saying your name makes my heart melt and in the same instant, makes my skin crawl. I hate you, I love you, I loath you, I adore you... OH FUCK YOU!
I give you too much power over me. Why?? Why, why, why, why, WHY!?
By the way, I finally took my engagement ring off. Hope you're pleased. =)
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